|Am I the only one having nightmares about dragons?|
Earlier this year, I provided y'all with an update and a plea that I be harassed. I am happy to report, that no one has harassed me; yet I've become so paranoid, that I've harassed myself.
Like yesterday, when I spent an hour starring at myself in the mirror and silently screaming--your book, your book, GO WRITE YOUR BOOK!!!! Or last week, when I refused to look in the mirror because I was afraid of getting yelled at.
The book has slowly transformed into two very separate books. And, while I am one to jump into the impossible with an optimistic attitude, I think two books before the Year of the Rabbit concludes is a tad bit unreasonable.
Now I am left with the ultimate decision: do I order egg rolls or spring rolls? Which book do I write? Which book do I save for a rainy day?
I am decidedly unable to make any sort of decision. (This is chronic. I've been known to wear one outfit and bring another with me in my handbag, just in case I change my mind.) Therefore, dear Yoke-sters--I need your help.
I need a vote. What do you want to read? Since I am paranoid, I cannot reveal too much (and yes, I know, no one is stealing my ideas. no one is stealing my unique life experience. and there are no monsters under the bed).
What I can reveal is this:
Book 1, which I refer to as the Egg Roll, is a bit of a memoir. It is about cancer, motherhood, surviving and yoga.
Book 2, which I refer to as the Spring Roll, is also a bit of a memoir mixed with self-help mixed with how-to. It is about motherhood, chaos, peace, survival, a little bit of cancer, but mostly pausing.
What will it be? Egg Rolls or Spring Rolls?